my heart skips a beat everytime i see you log online
when a notification pops up on my phone, i secretly hope its you.
its been a good few days now since i last talked to you.. no. just two days. ha. funny how i can always tell how long it has really been.
im sitting at a table in a barnes and noble supposedly working on my english hw and studying for my test tomorrow. but clearly that isnt the case. i guess i can think of this as a tiny break. a break to think of you. a break to just close my eyes and let my mind think about you.
to be honest, i think of you everyday. everynight when its closer to midnight i get anxious. anxious to see if we will talk tonight and have a sliver of hope inside my heart that maybe… just maybe this once… we can have a conversation more than a few minutes long before you fall asleep… but of course. only a sliver.
you have been quite busy lately with work. your not taking summer classes but you are working every day. no time for a break huh? you go to work and come home late. of course you would be tired. i would be too.