alis volat propriis

be who you want to be not someone who you were told to be.

my heart skips a beat everytime i see you log online

when a notification pops up on my phone, i secretly hope its you.

its been a good few days now since i last talked to you.. no. just two days. ha. funny how i can always tell how long it has really been. 

im sitting at a table in a barnes and noble supposedly working on my english hw and studying for my test tomorrow. but clearly that isnt the case. i guess i can think of this as a tiny break. a break to think of you. a break to just close my eyes and let my mind think about you. 

to be honest, i think of you everyday. everynight when its closer to midnight i get anxious. anxious to see if we will talk tonight and have a sliver of hope inside my heart that maybe… just maybe this once… we can have a conversation more than a few minutes long before you fall asleep… but of course. only a sliver. 

you have been quite busy lately with work. your not taking summer classes but you are working every day. no time for a break huh? you go to work and come home late. of course you would be tired. i would be too. 

Someday, sometime, you will be sitting somewhere. A berm overlooking a pond in Vermont. The lip of the Grand Canyon at sunset. A seat on the subway. And something bad will have happened: You will have lost someone you loved, or failed at something at which you badly wanted to succeed. And sitting there, you will fall into the center of yourself. You will look for some core to sustain you. And if you have been perfect all your life and have managed to meet all the expectations of your family, your friends, your community, your society, chances are excellent that there will be a black hole where that core ought to be. I don’t want anyone I know to take that terrible chance. And the only way to avoid it is to listen to that small voice inside you that tells you to make mischief, to have fun, to be contrarian, to go another way. George Eliot wrote, ‘It is never too late to be what you might have been.’ It is never too early, either.
— Anna Quindlen, Being Perfect (via noelduan)

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You are a perfectly acceptable human being right now, this minute. You are just as valid as any other human being, without changing a single thing about yourself. That doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to want to grow, evolve or improve yourself, or you can’t do better sometimes, it just means right now this instant, you are worthy of your own self love. Even if it is hard to love yourself sometimes, or you’re struggling with some really difficult stuff in your life, you still deserve it. So dearest you, be kind to yourself, be kind to others, and give the best version of you that you can give, but know that even in the tough times, you are still valid, worthy and deserving.
Unknown (via internal-acceptance-movement)

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I can’t say I’m proud of my life, but I can say I’m proud that I’ve learned. I can’t guarantee I’ll be able to walk around with a smile, but I know where I’ve been and where I’m going. I know who I am and who my friends are. I’ve had some tough stuff thrown at me, but I’ve gotten by. I’m not one to complain so I’ll keep trying and in the end, I’ll know I did my best.
— (via wordsandlyrics)

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Only hang around people that are positive and make you feel good. Anybody who doesn’t make you feel good kick them to the curb and the earlier you start in your life the better. The minute anybody makes you feel weird and non included or not supported, you know, either beat it or tell them to beat it.
— Amy Poehler (via grrrlstudies)

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There are moments when troubles enter our lives and we can do nothing to avoid them. But they are there for a reason. Only when we have overcome them will we understand why they were there.
Paulo Coelho (via inktellekt)

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Free yourself from negative people. Spend time with nice people who are smart, driven and like-minded. Relationships should help you, not hurt you. Surround yourself with people who reflect the person you want to be. Choose friends who you are proud to know, people you admire, who love and respect you – people who make your day a little brighter simply by being in it. Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. When you free yourself from negative people, you free yourself to be YOU – and being YOU is the only way to truly live.

Marc and Angel (via littlemiss)

This.

(via libbylovesnyc)

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Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray
— Rumi #quote (via sarahbethmodel)

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I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes.

Because if you are making mistakes, then you are making new things, trying new things, learning, living, pushing yourself, changing yourself, changing your world. You’re doing things you’ve never done before, and more importantly, you’re Doing Something.

So that’s my wish for you, and all of us, and my wish for myself. Make New Mistakes. Make glorious, amazing mistakes. Make mistakes nobody’s ever made before. Don’t freeze, don’t stop, don’t worry that it isn’t good enough, or it isn’t perfect, whatever it is: art, or love, or work or family or life.

Whatever it is you’re scared of doing, Do it.

Make your mistakes, next year and forever.

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